only took 2 mins for my 29 y/o to break my heart again today...

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3. kinda....

I have been on the "outs" with them since i MADE them move out...

He was 18, siblings 8 & 6 and asking "why are trevor and sonja always in the bedroom?" when I didnt even have a social life and bring people home...it was gross. I was NOT included in the wedding, though the siblings were ring bear and flower girl and my parents paid for the whole thing...
They lost their first baby, and I was really hoping to offer comfort and maybe heal things by being there, but they shut us out again...
I dont know what his inner stuff is...but he was a very angry 13 yr old when I left the bad ex, and he needed therapy even then but wouldnt participate.
My mom says he's a good and loving daddy though...I hope so.

I just wish I could stop crying about it. Every time I feel that slap in the face....